it might be because we didn’t have cash, could be because we were just really tired.. or maybe we just wanted to sleep as soon as possible. it could be a lot of other reasons too, but for me, it was mainly because i just didn’t have the heart. it feels bad. i didn’t feel like drinking.. or playing.. tired. is this how everyone else feels? is this what everyone has on their minds? pressure? of course there’s pressure. there will always be pressure. if it weren’t for pressure there wouldn’t be diamonds. any job without pressure would either pay you peanuts or is just waaaaaaay too corrupt for words. of course corruption would always be there… but not in those horrendous amounts.
-logged@2129
just got off the phone and into my first break. the night is young… 2 am… i still have a long way to go. take 1 phone call and then take my lunch… i haven’t gotten a single LEP issue since yesterday, but as i said.. the night is young. i will log in in a couple of minutes. the last call i had was too pleasant. i finally processed my first revgen. per incident billing. good thing my customer was in a good mood and i was really really nice to him and he has a filipina wife so when he asked where i was, and i told him, he was quite amazed at how much i sound like i’m not from here. well.. maybe i’m not. we’ll never know now i guess…
-logged@0206
now lori was, grateful. carepack warranty. was out of scope, but i figured i could solve the issue for her so i tried. did my best. and it worked. i imagined hp hiring a sniper. his gun pointed at my head. waiting for me to do something out of the process again. pulling the trigger. and bam. i’m out of a job. they think i like it here.. the team. i must admit this has been one of the most convenient jobs i ever had. i can actually buy myself stuff i never got to buy when i was working in manila because of higher cost of living. i’m doing my best here, because there’s
nothing more i can do. i might call it a deathtrap.. a hellhole.. or any other bad place.. but fact remains.. it has always been better than what i was used to. that’s why i am thankful to say the least. thankful. relieved. not really happy. but contented. i could ask for more but right now, i’m not in the position to demand something. but i will get there. soon. i hope.
-logged@0347
i finally found a way to take this home. get it online. and share my boringitis with the rest of the world. i’m hoping its all going to be alright, somehow…
-logged@0521
trying? you’re not trying… you’re whining. stop whining and start trying.
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